i’ll do just about anything to hide how weak i really am
i feel like you still have feelings for her.. because there was no closure. you guys just stopped talking and there should be closure otherwise you’ll just go on wondering. even though i know some of the shit that happened with you guys.. i still don’t know everything and never will. i just don’t want him to go back to her. :(
i really don’t think you understand how happy you make me.. i love being with you and everything about you. you’re just the cutest and the best and funny and nice and smart oh my god i could just go on forever, just be mine
i would be perfectly happy with no one showing up tomorrow except you
FUCK FUCK FUCK, FUCK THIS why do you have to be so into that shit. i guess i should just learn not to care about anything…
- using my mom's money: im going to buy that, and that. $150? im definitely buying that.
- using my money: $2? maybe that's too much..
huge reality check? reality check of what? just to keep following the rules of yet another person. no. that’s not gonna be my reality. no person should be in charge that much of what another person does. do you need to be in control of something or someone just to feel powerful? this is my life and i will do whatever the fuck i want, your rules and consequences mean nothing to me.
